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I have never felt so alone in my whole life. There is literally no one to reach out to who I can go and be with, to just sit with as this knowledge floods through me and the realisations hit. There is no one in my real life who has any idea of the magnitude of what I am trying to take in.

I am losing my safe person, my attachment figure, the closest person I’ve ever had to a mother, the person who knows all of me and has stayed and held hope for me through the darkest times of my life. In six months, if we work till she goes, we will say goodbye and never see each other again. I am losing her.

6 thoughts on “Alone”

  1. I am so sorry. I’m keeping you in my thoughts as you process all this. Remember that you are not alone, because we are all here for you! That probably doesn’t help now, I’m sure, but I hope you know it’s true. Hang in there xx

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  2. OMG C!! My heart is absolutely breaking for you. I don’t have any words at all that can make it easier. Just know that I’m here for you. ❤

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  3. I’m so sorry to hear this C. I know how terrifying and utterly heart breaking this is. Take a few days to let the shock settle. Take stock and work a way forward. She isn’t leaving yet. You have time to let this sink in and to process. Thinking of you xx 💗

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